February 2012
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this is a haiku
complaining about the wea-
ther, (make up your mind)
crying because crying by bjork accurately describes my life forever right now
Anonymous asked: GO AWAY
Anonymous asked: do u ever wear your hair down?
WHY what is this
why am i a person tht exists in reality
tonight i am going to drink all the beer and cry in my room and write all the terrible haikus
hold my but don’t hold me it’s too hot just sort of stare at me lovingly from a breathable distance
all the beers and all the pizza and all the hi(gh) times w/ jordan PARTY IN THE USA!!!
Anonymous asked: SO COMPLETELY BEAUTIFUL
Anonymous asked: SO UGLY
olivicat asked: "hannah is the best hannah is the greatest hannah is the most beauuutttiful baby in the world i wanna hug her lots" a real song its on the radio
Anonymous asked: i only left you because your a useless scab xox
Anonymous asked: babe its skinny LL I want you back plz xoxoxo i'll give you alcohol since thats all u do? xoxoo plz bab
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a prescription drug box
lays empty
on the kitchen counter
the sounds of distant traffic
and a died-down party
fill my bedroom
i count the dead insects
on my windowsill
their tiny bodies
turning to dust
(just like
mine)
aww had such a nice afternoon w/ cal and hung what sweethearts we went window shopping @ marais and zambezi and had lunch at this qt korean place and then coffee @ degraves and then an old friend called me and now i am at home dying via heat party in the USA!!!!! but not really not at all not now not ever
i would sell my soul for a (very) stiff drink and someone to let me be the lil spoon for a little bit right now :(
like i just can’t get over the fact he called me
i actually threw up over him i am so furious and upset and mad SO mad
fucking hell this is the last thing i needed right now FUCK EVERYTHING
i want to curl up into a ball and pass out i hate him I HATE HIM
he was dead and buried to me a long time ago but this was just wilted flowers on the fucking grave
i actually feel so sick after talking to him
so fucking sick my stomach is churning
he didnt even call me to talk to me he needed to ask a favour
he even got his daughters fucking names mixed up and thought i was my younger sister for a majority of the call
how dare he even think he has the right to creep back into my life after EVERYTHING he put me through as a child what a selfish, ignorant,...
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why won’t you love me,
for the love of god love me,
please oh please love me
a funny story from my doctors appt was when he asked if i had a decreased libido and i said a little bit and he sat in his chair really bemused for a while before he a-ha’d and said “so you are one of those very few people who have a VERY high libido” and i giggled and said “VERY high” and i think i subconsciously winked and then he asked me if i have had a pap-smear
(the only blog i really care about is angryclothes)
wow i was lucid dreaming for the last hour or so and now i can’t tell if im actually asleep or awake ha ha ha
sigh why aren’t i 18 yet
i need to become a high-class prostitute it will solve all my problems
aka sex and money and fur coats
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empty and unwell,
goosebumps cover my legs, as
i smoke cigarettes
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carbs are my only
friends, oh and butter always
best pals forever
lets be realistic here why doesnt anyone want me to be their girlfriend/person that you sometimes have sex with
like im funny AS HELL THE FUNNIEST and im nice mostly and i bake cakes and i have soft lil baby hands and lil rosy cheeks sometimes i say interesting things and i know a lot of fun facts and i am good at trivial pursuit and i am a good listener and i have a lil giggle that is cute and...
google image search: cool plants
hahahHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAH
mental breakdown numero 1, 846 i am in so much debt i can maybe dispute it but it’s unlikely and i cant find a job in the last two days alone ive applied for fourty that brings my total up to around 250 jobs applied in the last six months (ive had four interviews) i have cracked it big time w/ my sister and her boyfriend they are so lazy and make such a fucking mess...
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i just went outside and had a cigarette and it was so cold but nice cold and my thighs and arms are covered in tiny little goose-bumps and my little nose is a little bit runny and my hands are ice cold but my body is warm and i am sad and manic but i feel an overwhelming sense of calm floating through me and everything is awful but it has to get better i know it will i just have to stop being a...
eating all the dairy because i hate myself and a lil tactical vom doesn’t hurt anyone
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